And it's so Fucking Obscene, Obscene

I'm back on the musical-obsession wagon! If you didn't know, I go through cycles. I'd say my obsession for May-June was writing roleplaying scenarios for SWTOR. A year ago it was probably, I dunno, working out and getting buff. A little before that for months I obsessed over getting mad culinary skills. 

There are all things I love but I can only -really- obsess about one thing at a time, so this cycling of things happens. I never quit the other stuff entirely, I love all of the stuff I mentioned above, but it becomes less the focal point of my goals.

Guess I'm just super stoked to be going to HeavyMTL and that I've been giving my baby guitar lessons and she's really into it. If she continues with this kind of persistence, she'll be kicking my ass in no time!

I have so much to share with the world, but I feel like my ability to use the mediums I want is my bottleneck... So time to up the daily practice until I sound like Jon fucking Schaffer!

3 Awesomes today

First:
(5:48:07 PM) Sereena Hall: Oh I also meant to tell you I think you're fucking awesome.

Then:

(1:03:55 AM) leolani: you are awesome
(1:03:59 AM) Mia: Shut up!
(1:04:02 AM) Mia: haha
(1:04:03 AM) leolani: you are

And now:
Robert:  pssst you're simply awesome -.^


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How did this happen? I'm really not entirely sure I did much to deserve it.

"I love you, not as a friend and not as a lover. I love you as a Mia. Seriously, when I categorize the people I know you're in your own separate category. You truly are unlike anyone I have ever known."

People Equal ???

Let me preface this by:

This is an observation, not a criticism.

When you leave your computer unlocked where I work, you risk someone going on your machine and e-mailing the department saying you'll be buying Timbits in the morning. This happened to me yesterday.

But we've been getting Timbits weekly, sometimes several times a week, and so I decided to bake some mini cupcakes instead.

I arrived with exactly 31 cupcakes (after giving some to family members), and 12 full-sized doughnuts, for a total of 43 items.

I got roughly about 10 thank yous. That's a 25% thank you to consumption ratio.

That seems low to me, probably because I'm big on thank yous. But I don't wanna write people off as just being jerks, though that might be the case in some people. I guess some are shy, others just busy and forgetful, some just figure it's not a big enough thing to warrant a thank you, etc.

The longer I live, the more I experience a rainbow of personalities. And I'm often left feeling like "man, I just don't -get- people!"

But I keep trying.

Think hard, think long, of your current circumstances.

Are you the cause of them?

...

Please, have some courtesy, have some sympathy, and some taste.

Here's a little something useless you may not know about me. I have a hard time not drinking my coffee too fast. I want to sit and enjoy it over a long period of time but part of my brain sees it as an unfinished task and works to complete it.

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You ever feel like people aren't listening to you when you're talking?
Don't get pissed, they might be doing you a huge favor without either of you knowing it.

Because you're a babbling moron.


I know this from personal experience.

It's a hard thing, to fall. Harder yet is to fall from so far.

As you would pass judgment on me, I have come to pass judgment on you all.

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"Perhaps you were expecting some surprise, for me to reveal a secret that had eluded you, something that would change your perspective of events, shatter you to your core. There is no great revelation, no great secret. There is only you." -Kreia