My life is challenging me right now.

My friend gives me feedback...

"I may be wrong, but what I feel about you is that you're a very intellectual person....you like new experiences and knowledge and problems, but you're also comfortable in the place you are. You like your friends, family, and relationship pretty stable while you dabble with what you want to, and let troubles mostly slide off you after they're dealt with. The biggest problem in a relationship for you is probably when you don't get laid regularly enough."

True. Well, except the laid thing. That's been good recently.

It really appears that I say things I don't mean, it's really not the case.
People misunderstand what I mean, with what I say.
There's only so much I can do.

Poetic night

It's easy to take for granted

Thinking things are solid stone

So you forget to feed it

Until all that's left are bones

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You're the snake in the grass

Now I'm dying by your poison 

Who knows what'll come to pass

And if I drain
I'll just refrain
From all this talk in vain

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This one is by my friend. I don't think he even knows I still go to his old livejournal sometimes, I love it so much.

Last Arabesque

I remember the last time we danced, 

How you were clumsy and misleading, 

Your ungraceful steps were crippling.

Once you were beautiful

Once you were amazing, 

I watched you, as I broke

Away, 

You did your last Arabesque

That I would ever see,

You'll never be lonely

Though I left your clumsy body behind,

You'll never be lonely

Because they've all come, 

In legions, to dance with you, 

They don't care to know anything, 

They just came to dance,

Won't you show them your Arabesque?