Blue Sky, Black Death

"If you think about it, it's not easy to keep from just wandering out of life. It's like someone's always leaving the door open to the next world. If you aren't paying attention you can just walk through it and then you die."

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Sabotage often comes from rethinking your decisions. You're not fully committed in those instances where you open yourself up to negotiation.

Make a decision and stick with it, then you don't have to deal with the bullshit of being torn between doing one thing or the other.